Track Listing

  1. Cypher Drone

    4:29

    Got no time to think about what they did to me
    I have left my former self and still I′m changing

    Rain, come down on me
    Nightfall, won’t you just set me free?
    Rain, come down on me
    Rain on me

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ′Cause you’re the only one who knows

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ‘Cause you′re the only one who knows

    Banish me to feel safe in your prison
    Of gold and morality
    Cussing my birth as an aberration
    A sick child of subhuman breed

    Life, it ends tonight
    Breaking the chains of eternity
    Life, it ends tonight
    Set me free

    What should I know?
    What should I do to get rid of you?
    Your life to me equals nothing

    Nightfall, come down on me
    Rain, won′t you just set me free?
    Nightfall, come down on me
    Rain on me

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ‘Cause you′re the only one who knows

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ‘Cause you′re the only one who knows

    Take me back to where my soul
    Still means a thing
    I don’t need your world of lies
    Just want release

    Memories are just fading ghosts
    Telling the story of someone else
    I never had a past, the present is a lie
    And now I know my future is dead

    Life, it ends tonight
    Breaking the chains of eternity
    Life, it ends tonight
    Set me free

    Rain, come down on me
    Nightfall, won′t you just set me free?
    Rain, come down on me
    Rain on me

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ‘Cause you’re the only one who knows

    Just accept the sorrow (fade away)
    Look around for turning points, let me go
    Bringing back tomorrow (led astray)
    ′Cause you′re the only one who knows

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  2. Structural Wound

    3:18

    Wanna push it to the top
    Wanna see how damn downward you can go
    This is where it all begins
    Could as well be my last time for real

    Never wanted to know, never wanted to see
    Better open your eyes ′cause I’m breaking free
    Yeah, I′m breaking free

    When your sorrow looks so hollow
    No, I don’t need your words of advice anymore
    You’re cheating (you′re cheating)
    You′re deceiving (you’re deceiving)
    Put the blame on me for things that I don′t even know

    Fade away, feeling almost dead inside
    Feeling dead inside, just tear it apart
    Fade away, fallin’ off a shoreless lie
    This time, the wound is structural

    I know how you feel, know it too
    Well, the same old look, you ain′t changed yet
    Trust my words, you ain’t seen nothing at all
    Wanna drag you down where you brought me
    Wanna quench your thirst with the worst disease
    Yeah, I′m your disease

    All your sorrow looks so hollow
    No, I don’t need your words of advice anymore
    You’re cheating (you′re cheating)
    You′re deceiving (you’re deceiving)
    Put the blame on me for things that I don′t even know

    But now, I’m aware

    There ain′t a reason to justify your denial
    And now I see things how they are
    Fed up with treasons, my life, from yours, I divide
    For all my dreams are torn apart

    One day, we’ll meet again
    Farewell, why pretend?
    See you at the bitter end
    Don′t need this curse anymore

    To fade away, feeling almost dead inside
    Just tear it apart
    To fade away, fallin’ off a shoreless lie
    This time, the wound is structural

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  3. Perdition Haze

    4:20

    Tearing down the walls I have painted with blood
    Flowing down for eternity
    Sliding on the surface of your luscious soul
    I′m selling dreams for nothing
    (You’re welcome to my private freakshow)

    Split the soul, crash and burn and back to the wall
    I don′t need a reason
    Give you all despicables a brand-new god
    I’m going down in a treason

    I’m calling your name in the darkness, waiting and you′re so near
    It′s too scary inside, I can feel your pain, it’s frustrating
    I feel your breath on me

    Calling your name In the darkness
    Waiting (and you′re so near)
    It’s too scary Inside, I can feel your pain, it′s frustrating
    I feel your breathe on me

    Crystallize all the emotions burning
    Upon the stake of my memories
    All I wanted, all I needed is so fuckin’ lost

    I′m calling your name in the darkness
    Waiting (and you’re so near)
    It’s too scary inside, I can feel your pain, it′s frustrating
    I feel your breath on me

    I′m calling your name in the darkness
    Waiting (and you’re so near)
    It′s too scary Inside, I can feel your pain, it’s frustrating
    I can feel your breath on me
    I feel your breath on me

    (And slowly blood is flowing off me, I′m dying only to revive)
    In this perdition haze, I have lost my soul
    In this perdition haze, you’re not alone
    Going nowhere, it is my destiny, and the one I know
    Going nowhere, it is my destiny, and the one I know (that I know)

    Going nowhere, still, there′s nowhere to run in this hell I’m raising
    Keeping my soul clear from the monsters that breathe
    Beyond the dark, I’m feeding

    Split the soul, crash and burn and back to the wall
    I don′t need a reason
    Give you all despicables a brand-new god, forever lost in a treason

    I′m calling your name in the darkness waiting and you’re so near
    It′s too scary inside, I can feel your pain, it’s frustrating
    I feel your breath on me

    I′m calling your name in the darkness waiting and you’re so near
    It′s too scary inside, I can feel your pain, it’s frustrating
    I can feel your breath on me

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  4. Building and Empire of Dust

    4:24

    Right on, ram it down the things you fail to see are standing still
    Before your eyes in vivid colours draining your soul ′til you die

    And nothing’s true, but the source of your anger
    Release the pain that keeps dragging you down
    A place called destiny the warm embrace of fiery ice
    In each deception a part of me that slowly dies

    Right on (to feel the flames, I need to burn inside)
    Downfall (oblivion still lives in me)

    I′ve seen all that matters before
    I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss
    You may think that you know me or I even care about you
    And pretend to love

    For you ain’t nothing, nothing but a victim
    Stonecold remnant in the dark towards the enemy
    Still craving for a reason why, recklessly searching for an excuse to justify

    Right on (to feel the flames, I need to burn inside)
    Downfall (oblivion still lives in me)

    I’ve seen all that matters before
    I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss
    You may think that you know me or I even care about you
    And pretend to love

    From the endless night of my breathless sleep
    I will return to drag you down with me

    Alone, you stand beyond reality a vision made of sand
    Unclear remembrance or mental insanity? (Or insanity)

    Down, we′re slipping down (across the burning ruins)
    Of a world that′s gone to pieces
    I don’t want to (pay the price of your misleading)

    Right on (to feel the flames, I need to burn inside)
    Downfall (oblivion still lives in me)

    I′ve seen all that matters before
    I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss
    You may think that you know me or I even care about you
    And pretend to love

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  5. Stephchild of Laceration

    5:01

    There are so many things that still escape from your numb
    And drug-infected brain
    So stuck in the mud you call a life (sedated, self-castrated)
    Your existence is such a waste of time
    Just make an effort and check your pride
    I know the surface may look fine
    But deep inside you′re nothing but shit

    Come alive and make my vision clear for all to see
    Look inside and slash your way out of this misery
    Lacerate my soul as I

    Revive (inside I have no feelings, I ain’t a thing you can control)
    Surrender to a stepchild of laceration
    Rise (a life without a meaning, starting to lose control)
    Surrender to the stepchild of laceration (stepchild of laceration)

    I feel so comfortable in my guilt
    ′Cause things ain’t that bad when you sin
    At least I have a soul to sell (deranged and quite obscene)
    Oh God, don’t praise me like a whore
    Keep your mouth shut and walk out that door
    The human abstract at its peak
    I just removed the skin and saw the freak within

    Come alive and make my vision clear for all to see
    Look inside and slash your way out of this misery
    Lacerate my soul as I

    Revive (inside I have no feelings, I ain′t a thing you can control)
    Surrender to a stepchild of laceration
    Rise (a life without a meaning, starting to lose control)
    Surrender to the stepchild of laceration (laceration, laceration)

    Laceration crawling inside my skin ′til I bleed
    Lost in perdition, why don’t you pray for me anymore?
    Why don′t you pray for me?

    I feel so cold (laceration child)
    I feel so lost (in perdition, starting to)

    Revive (inside I have no feelings, I ain’t a thing you can control)
    Surrender to a stepchild of laceration
    Rise (a life without a meaning, starting to lose control)
    Surrender to the stepchild of laceration (stepchild of laceration)

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  6. The Isolation Game

    4:05

    Fragile bridges burn towers built among the ruins turn to dust as I stare waiting
    Hatred fills my lungs sets my soul on fire, lick the wounds and recover for more

    I won′t wait for your judgment to come
    For you have lost your power
    And I won’t let you dispose of my life

    Striking down the walls you have built around my vision, still undone, yet barely breathing
    Anger feeds my heart raging from the inside chances lost can tear you apart

    I won′t wait for your judgment to come
    For you have lost your power
    And I won’t let you dispose of my life (no more)

    Bastard, despite your greed, you have failed to steal my dreams
    Facelifter, defied your days are coming your final days are coming

    Falling, falling deep in the coldest denial, I won’t be waiting here no more
    Calling, calling deep in the core of the night, this endless road

    I won′t wait for your judgment to come
    For you have lost your power
    And I won′t let you dispose of my life

    The isolation game
    The isolation, the isolation game

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  7. Blacklight Rush

    3:47

    Like a layer of skin gently removed
    Like a needle of sin injected through
    As I take you down to planet doom
    Blood-red like the smile I will paint on your face

    There is no unity, there is no honesty
    And I will never be the one that you want me to be
    We′re not a family, and I’m the monster that you fear
    I′m the monster that you fear
    Fear

    Steal a vacant sun, no shining through
    Fill the empty soul within your womb
    Take away them all and straight to you
    Blood-red like the smile I will paint on your face

    There is no unity, there is no honesty
    And I will never be the one that you want me to be
    We’re not a family, and I’m the monster that you fear
    I′m the monster that you fear
    Fear

    Blacklight
    I′m sworn to thee by the moonshine to be free for eternity
    Blacklight
    A sacrifice in the cold light to be free from eternal sleep

    Batting you down like a rag doll
    Mutilated, bruised, and maimed
    Beating the shit out of your fuckin’ skull
    Torn apart like a pig

    There is no unity, there is no honesty
    And I will never be the one that you want me to be
    We′re not a family, and I’m the monster that you fear
    I′m the monster that you fear
    Fear

    Blacklight
    I’m sworn to thee by the moonshine to be free for eternity
    Blacklight
    A sacrifice in the cold light to be free from eternal sleep

    Blacklight rush, won′t you set me free?

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  8. Glimmer

    2:01

    [Instrumental]

  9. Ties That Bind

    4:05

    Crush you all
    No holding barrels, the playground′s scattered, but still I stand my ground
    Ain’t your choice
    You tried at last and went down quite fast, another despicable frown
    Now you′re begging for another way, craving for another way
    I’ll drag you to the only way that I know
    Deep down to the filth of your soul, where we can both wallow in guilt like pigs in puke

    Famine, failing to discover your fate
    Rapture, raping all your senses again
    Hatred, can’t you find a reason to stay
    Rebellion, deception is my game

    I am, internally conceived by
    Fire, promises and dreams are
    Dying, a step beyond perdition
    Going down all the ways with you
    I am, eternally deceived by
    Fire, memories and fears are
    Dying, a step towards extinction
    Going down with everything you are

    Take your turn
    I′ve dwelt in shadows, forcefed by razors since the day I was born
    Fuck you all
    Sleepwalking maggots, addicted morons, facelifters, bastards′ pawns
    Keep going down the other way, straight to a brighter day
    The day I’ll fucking see your idols fall
    As long as there′s hate in my heart, I’ll be crushing you down and never give up

    Famine, failing to discover your fate
    Rapture, raping all your senses again
    Hatred, can′t you find a reason to stay
    Rebellion, deception is my game

    I am, internally conceived by
    Fire, promises and dreams are
    Dying, a step beyond perdition
    Going down all the ways with you
    I am, eternally deceived by
    Fire, memories and fears are
    Dying, a step towards extinction
    Going down with everything you are

    Fears may last forever living in a lie
    Dreams can bring an answer in desperate times

    I am, internally conceived by
    Fire, promises and dreams are
    Dying, a step beyond perdition
    Going down all the ways with you
    I am, eternally deceived by
    Fire, memories and fears are
    Dying, a step towards extinction
    Going down with everything you are

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  10. Losing Ground

    4:15

    The last reality check has been a failure, I guess you′ve noticed
    A monochromatic play of the things that I hate is just running through

    If you could look in the book of my life, would you still stand by my side?
    If you could feel this disorder, then would you save me?
    I don’t think so

    I′m standing on a frozen shore, devoid of faces long time lost
    And forever behind as you’re strolling by
    Sinking deep down
    I am losing ground

    Against and beyond and the cycle will turn
    I don’t wanna hear you no more
    Rejection and blame in a sedative state, accomplish my funeral

    If you could look in the book of my life, would you still stand by my side?
    If you could feel this disorder, then would you save me?
    I don′t think so

    I′m standing on a frozen shore, devoid of faces long time lost
    And forever behind as you’re strolling by
    Sinking deep down
    I am losing ground

    I′m standing on a frozen shore, devoid of faces long time lost
    And forever behind as you’re strolling by
    Sinking deep down
    I am losing ground

    Prey! You ain′t nothing but a
    Prey! Crawling and screaming out
    Prey! Almost amusing
    Prey! Beyond your worthlessness

    If you could look in the book of my life, would you still stand by my side?
    If you could feel this disorder, then would you save me?
    I don’t think so

    I′m standing on a frozen shore, devoid of faces long time lost
    And forever behind as you’re strolling by
    Sinking deep down
    I am losing ground

    I’m standing on a frozen shore, devoid of faces long time lost
    And forever behind as you′re strolling by
    Sinking deep down
    I am losing ground

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  11. Same Old Nails for a New Messiah

    3:58

    Fed up with bullshit mind castrating lies
    The more you preach and the less I wanna hear
    ′Cause you’re one of a kind
    How can you relate with yourself
    Sleep well with the sickness that you are

    Yeah, it′s you driving me mad, so take your life miles away from mine
    (Miles away from mine, miles away from mine, now come on)
    Weak and frustrated, you all look like
    A swarming mass of pathetic sick pigs wallowing in lies
    Still repressing your instincts ’til the day you will finally collapse
    I don’t care, but don′t try to fool me for I know the sick bastards that you are

    We don′t need no saviour on a cross no more
    I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids
    We ain’t craving for a second coming at all
    I will not uniform, I′d rather slash my throat

    I see right through your shell, deep down where demons dwell
    Despite your lack of sin, you look like shit within
    There ain’t no saviour that can save you from yourself

    No matter what, you′ll never be free from the beast within
    Ages flow lies perpetuate breeding on and on
    And the worst part of all this bullshit has yet to come

    We don’t need no saviour on a cross no more
    I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids
    We ain′t craving for a second coming at all
    I will not uniform, I’d rather slash my throat

    The ravage of war dwells inside the hearts of men
    Faith ain’t but an excuse to justify, the need to kill
    Destiny, falling off the pieces, terminal, the state of your disease
    Same old nails for a new messiah

    We don′t need no saviour on a cross no more
    I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids
    We ain′t craving for a second coming at all
    I will not uniform, I’d rather slash my throat
    We don′t need no saviour on a cross no more

    I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids
    We ain’t craving for a second coming at all
    I will not uniform, I′d rather slash my throat
    I will not testify, I’d rather take your life

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  12. Digging the Grave of Silence

    4:19

    Digging a grave out of the lies you′ve been feeding me so far
    Pushing your face right in the dirt ’cause you′re nothing but a worm

    How does it feel to be force-fed by your own shit?
    How does it feel to be the first in line without a single spark of dignity?
    This is for all the times you tried to silence what I said, call it nothing but vengeance

    I am not your pawn (and I am not like you)

    There’s a few things that I wanna remind you
    Making sure you won’t forget what I′m about to do
    Knowing too well that you′ll never ever change
    I’m gonna silence your big mouth ′til the end of days

    Let me tell you what is done to me, I wouldn’t care ′cause it’ll never set me free
    Last call, no matter what (you can′t destroy me)
    I will stick to what I’ve always believed, not a person who would lie and deceive
    Stand tall, your infected words (can never beat me)

    You lack the brains or the guts to practice what you preach
    You try to run, but you’re not even worth to crawl at my feet

    I am not your pawn (and I am not like you)

    Let me tell you what is done to me, I wouldn′t care ′cause it’ll never set me free
    Last call, no matter what (you can′t destroy me)
    I will stick to what I’ve always believed, not a person who would lie and deceive
    Stand tall, your infected words (can never beat me)

    There′s a few things that I wanna remind you
    Making sure you won’t forget what I′m about to do
    Knowing too well that you’ll never ever change
    I’m gonna silence your big mouth ′til the end of days

    Let me tell you what is done to me, I wouldn′t care ’cause it′ll never set me free
    Last call, no matter what (you can’t destroy me)
    I will stick to what I′ve always believed, not a person who would lie and deceive
    Stand tall, your infected words (can never beat me)

    Writer(s): Ettore Rigotti

  13. Beneath a Colder Sun

    1:09

    [Instrumental]

  14. The Shape Of Things To Come

    4:12

    Lyrics have not yet been added for this song.


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